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Final Lament
[once again, written by yours truly (aka. me). dun steal. i m watching you!!]
one last breathe and one last smile
this is how i disappear for eternal and a day
faded photos and dilute memories
will hold dear how i once walked this earth

nameless faces weep for my departed soul
my sincere condolences goes out to you
only my true love will not grieve for me
after a thousand years and a day
who will remember i walked this earth

so this is how we disappear
memories will die and photos will fade
completely into a new era
life goes on and people forget

this is how you disappeared



the above goes out to my piano tchr who passed away just recently.
may you rest in peace.
it came as a rude shocker for me halfway through sake sushi dinner.

i learnt from recent events that life is really fragile. you can be gone in a snap of a finger and the scary part is that you will never ever return.
oh, and cancer really, seriously kills. *shudders*

i doubt future piano lessons will ever be the same again. i will miss you teacher alice.
i promise that i will pass my next exam will passing colours.
for the past 6 years, you were a great tchr who constantly encouraged (and scold) and inspired me.. thank you.

i hope that you are in somewhere happy now. you truly deserved it.
i guess i'll nvr get to ask you about the photos hanging on your piano room wall.
i guess i'll nvr get to talk to you again...
so many things left unsaid. i don't know where to begin.
feels weird to know that this is truly goodbye. i nvr got ard that card i wanted to pass to you.
but i guess its too late now.



music belongs to you and all the other believers.
i dedicate to you:
*Chopin's Etude in E Op. 10 No. 3 "Tristesse",
*Chopin's Nocturne in C sharp Minor.


tmr or rather, later on in the evening, i m going to tchr alice's funeral.


emo-ness.

-yang
your invincible. i'll live on for forever and a day, just to see you once again.

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Down the Road
[copyright to me.. dun steal.]
dig your toe in and drag your feet
close my eyes upon a dying star
here tonight i walk down the road

the sheltered freeway knows no cars
it shall know no more daylight
and be forever drowned in a blood pool

the adrenaline will flow, they can do nothing
a smile creeps along like a sinister saviour
spread your wings and fly with me away

the felt-tip pen will mark the route
dash dashes dash
please cut along the dotted line


i doubt most will understand what i m talking about.
but if you do, no, i don't do "down the road"s or "across the road"s.
i m scared of blood. so no worries. just emo i guess. *sigh*

tried to do June2007 physics paper 1. arggh.
i made so many careless mistakes and all my formulaes and pathetic knowledge were mixed up lah. damnit.
prelims are so near alrdy. fuck.
i feel that i let down mrskhong and other tchrs that tried so hard to help me and my class.

sorry that i m stupid

dun even wana think abt other subjects.
just hope that i can pull through this torture period.
i m scared that i won't make the mark. what if....
i feel damn useless.


starting to think that most english pop songs suck majorly.
seriously. they shld just go kill themselves for sth.
indie music is love (before ur half deluded brain thinks it is indian music and put up some crap ass comment, please go check up the meaning of the genre 'indie' or sometimes better known as 'alternative'.)

-yang
my bloody droplet trail

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kooped this from naiy's blog. heehee.
it looks like fun.

GRYFFINDOR:
[x] You've never done drugs. (DUH. unless u count medicine.. haha.)
[x] You like a lot of people. (i try)
[ ] You get along with everyone. (some ppl and me just repel like Like-pole magnets)
[x] You love FOOTBALL (GO ENGLAND FOOTBALL! *waves little flag*)
[ ] You love baseball.
[x] You're into writing and art (oh yeah. fanfictions is love and life!)
[ ] Favorite music genre is rock. ( i like. but definitely not fav..)
[x] You believe in "innocent until
proven guilty" theory.
[ ] One of your favorite colors is red
or gold.
[ ] Good grades at school. (are u kidding me?)
[ ] One of the worst things you can do
is lie. (nah. there's worser stuff)
[x] You plan on going to college.
TOTAL: 6

HUFFLEPUFF:
[ ] You're content with mostly
everything in your life right now. (no, no, no.)
[x] You laugh a lot. (its healthy! try it!)
[ ] You like to follow trends. (not really. i like to stick to what i like.)
[ ] Politics suck.
[ ] You love to swim (and get ur hands all prune-ny? i'll pass)
[ ] Water polo is awesome.
[ ] Pink is one of your favorite
colors. (eww)
[ ] Black is morbid & depressing.
[x] Michael Jackson is talented as a
musical artist. (if u overlook his more than horrid nose-job, his songs are nice THRILLER)
[ ] You're an optimist.
[] You're very emotional.
[ ] You believe in going steady at a
young age. (immature thinking.)
[ ] You haven't made fun of anyone
this month.
[x] Loyalty is the MOST important
thing in a relationship.
TOTAL: 3

RAVENCLAW:
[x] You've been depressed to a certain
extent.
[x] You love to read. (join the bookworm club. its KEWL.)
[ ] You appreciate theater & arts. (well..their soft seats are nice for sleeping)
[ ] Sports suck.
[x] Indie is one of your favorite
genre of music. (oh yeahh! damn straight, its my fav! all the way indie/alternative!)
[x] Every once in a while you have
little anger outbursts. (who don't?)
[x] Lying is sometimes okay. (simple, harmless white lies)
[ ] Blue is one of your favorite
colors.
[ ] Knowledge is the key to power
[ ] Sarcasm is the best kind of humor
[x] People should know what they're
talking about before they talk. (completely true.)
TOTAL: 6


SLYTHERIN:
[x] There's at least one person you
hate. (i can make a list and send it to santa, but i don't think he would give me x'mas prezzy this yr.)
[x] Basketball is a good sport.
[ ] AFL Football is amazing. (i chose EPL any day.)
[x] Black is a cool color.
[x] You've lied about something
serious. (guilty. and not proud of it)
[x] You're a very deep person. (i suppose..)
[x] You have considered suicide.
[ ] You are not very loyal.
[x] You like heavy metal. (yupps. but it gives my rents a migraine..so i tune down on it.)
[x] They make school seem more
important than it is. (i can totally write a thesis on this!)
[ ] You're scared to grow up. (more like i look forward)
[ ] Anger is one of your primary
feelings.
[x] You have trust issues. (who knows, i might not trust u.. i just don't show it.)
TOTAL: 9


hmm... okay.
i m a Slytherin. is that a bad thing? haha.
although i won't deny that i can be a very mean and bitchy person when i m in one of my moods..
i've added in comments.. teehee. can't resist. *smiles innocently*


JAN LEONG! i updated. =)


arhh. tmr addmaths mock. crap. thats my most hated worst subject.
i HATE addmaths. i'll take principle of accounts any day. PoA is fun! why sngs dun have??
*grumbles*


i told my dad to buy me one foolscap pad..
guess how many he bought?

10.

seriously.
cos they were selling at one pack of 5 for $5.75, 2 packs for $7.90.
now i have 2 yrs supply of foolscap. *grins*
at least the texture is smooth and its paper is thick.


-yang
we watch the reruns like avid fans, but one day when all these cease to be real
will your hand still find mine amidst the dark room?

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doing maths questions makes me VERY pissed.. which causes me to drink A LOT of water. and makes me wana throw the book out of my strategicly positioned window right in front of my face. x.x

i totally detest maths and addmaths. the only bit i enjoy is probability and arithmetic. why can't the world be made up of humanities, language and chemistry?!?
emaths mock paper tmr. and...prelims are coming. ohmann.



i was TRYING to upload the national day photos into imageshack. but it revamped and is quite weird. so..yeah. i m having trouble. x(


shall put a few nice photos. =)

Celebrations in school. I LOVE 4FAITH! you guys rock my world. we were the most wacky, crazy and enthu class! i shock diao when mrsgoh asked us to go down to the track to lead the sch.. but it was really fun and enjoyable. what happened to the supposed class photo?? 0.0

At PEPPER LUNCH. we cldnt get a place in Seoul Garden.
attempt reservation by ms.ong or ms.guan didnt work.

funny shot of chris and naiy! bloated-ness~

opposite table!

Our sad attempts at a grp pic in the lift! i think we at least went up and down (frm B2 to level7) 3 times!! HAHAHA. we were so scared of getting caught everytime the door opens!

(aggh. my comp is taking very long to upload the photos..i m bored.)

SELF TIMER SHOTS!

my camera rocks.




zoomed in self timer! i have good aiming worh.

One of the many toilet shots.

Somerset MRT. i like the effect!

that was 8th of august. shall post pics of 9th august if i find the time. for now, i must return to irritating maths.

-yang

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thanks CHRISTY dear for the earrings!
i love them and you. =)

i feel excited..nah. more like high. had too much coke to drink just now.
went to eat Burger King with sis just now. i finished my drink and she cldnt drink hers cos her sore throat haven really recover yet.. so naturally, i finished it for her. yepps. then we went mini toons and bought loads of sweets and tibits! so much for her sore throat.. heehee.

phys was really fun today! [more than usual!] i love 4faith-phys-class and 1st-half-english-class! we reached comp lab earlier than mrskhong then me and zoe started watching Disturbia thriller. i got so freaked out at the back part and started squealing! also bcos we were watching in the DARK comp lab. -eeire-

SHOPPING and CUT HAIR tmr! yay. AHJIA my shopping buddy!

next week is going to be such a SLACK week! yay! only 2days of lessons. ONLY 2 TESTS!!! and the 5 of us are going out on wed aft national day celebrations! to whr? i know not. meikian!! hurry confrim okay? we just waiting for u to confrim only. LAST PERSON! *cough*everyone can make it*cough*

shld i cut 'short' my hair? shoulder length..
zoe.. don't cut that hairstyle. it wld look weird on you..seriously.


something that cracked me up, thou i say, i have to agree:

"I'm laying my own seeds with this, and whatever happens, I'll know that it was meant to happen."

"You're either very brave, or very stupid."

"That's one of the most over used phrases in history, so there's obviously some sort of pattern."


-yang

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|keatying|
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|weiting|
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